Wow okay so you know how you always like.. read about these celebrities with like.. eating disorders and stuff? You just look at them like 'wow.. that's screwed up' cause they've got their faces all sunken in and their arms look like twigs and stuff and you're just telling yourself 'THAT WILL NEVER BE MEEEE.'
well as of late, my friend Colton's mom, Kellie, has been telling me that I look very skinny, like I don't eat enough. Honestly, I don't. I don't ever feel really hungry any more unless I see like.. food I love. and that's kinda rare in my house since like.. we have all this healthy crap. So anyways, Kellie has been on my back about this FORWEEKSNOW. Every time I go up to see Colton she asks me if I've eaten that day and usually I'm like '... ehe.. no. BUT ITS OKAY CAUSE blah blah blah excuse.' Then Kellie's always like "WELL YOU'RE JUST IN TIME FOR DINNER HOW LUCKY ^_____^ *stuff with food*"
I've never really had like.. a problem with my weight before.. I mean I've had instances when I think 'OMG I'M A FUCKIN WHALE' but it's never like.. where I go throw up or anything. And I don't now! I could never make myself throw up.. it does all this stuff to your teeth and.. ew... just no. But towards the end of the school year I kinda.. I dunno.. I stopped making lunch for myself and I didn't eat anything when I got home from school.. It was weird.
Now that it's summer it's even worse.. Since I don't have like a set schedule I never really have certain times to eat, so I usually don't. Why? Because I'm either too lazy or too preoccupied with all the shitty stuff going on in my life to care about food. Honestly I have sooo many other people to be worrying about than myself and food..
BUT NOW LET US GO ON AN AMAZING JOURNEY.
THROUGH QS's WEIGHT.
last summer- 118 lbs
this fall- 110 lbs or somewhere around there
this winter- 108 lbs
this spring- 103-105 lbs
this summer- 99-100 lbs
.............. 99 is the freaking lowest I've been so far. and it uh.. scares me? cause my sister (who is like.. 4'8 or so) weighs 105 right now.... I'm about 5'2 or 5'3.. Kellie says that I should technically be around like.. 115 or 120? and I'm really.. not....... BUT I HAVE NO DESIRE TO GAIN WEIGHT AT ALL. Nope. I'm already gross enough as it is, I don't need to add fatness to that list. >_< being skinny is the one thing I can be proud of.. ;_; everything else about me fucking sucks..
*emo tiem*
anyways Kellie is trying to make me gain ten pounds. I don't think it's gonna work. I don't want to gain ten pounds.. I'd rather stay at the weight I am thankyouverymuch.
SORRY FOR WASTING YOUR TIME. I have to go worry about the love of my life now. That makes the hunger pains ~melt away~ ;D
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I'm your height (weeeird XD) and I weigh from 115 to 120 depending on sports and if my scale is actually three pounds off like the doctor says (I bet he lied). So your friend Kellie is right that you need to gain 10 lbs, at least 5. As much as the summer screws up everyone's diet you really need to have one big meal a day like dinner and snack a bit throughout the day. So eat pasta! You like spaghetti, yes? Get some meats (or protein) in there with some veggies and you're set.
However there can be other factors in there to your weight, like if you've got melons and hips or not XD So I'm gonna invade your bubble and ask if you've got an hourglass figure or if you're fairly slender to begin with
And I know you totally don't want me bitching about your eating habits 'cuz that'd be hypocritical since I eat breakfast at noon in the summer or not at all and have coffee and brownies during the school year (which is unhealthy lol), but that little loss of weight diagram worries me a bit. I've had friends who were anorexic because of image issues and had to get shoved in the local mental ward to get help and I don't want that to happen to you or anything by accident ;_; You're very pretty and gaining some weight would by no means make you fat. Seriously, you're a gorgeous young woman and you're so intelligent and talented and witty!
Geez, I wrote a book
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just don't do drugs cuz i made that mistake and ended up even skinnier then i layed off a lil and got fat hahah and lazeh.
anyway i'm bored, imma finish that quz you gave me
later babe~
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My friend is seriously underweight, like 85/90lbs? (I dunno, I use metric!!
I'm kinda all out of advice cause I''ll be reiterating Miss Preachy up there
Remember that weight is misleading, try to find one of those BMI calculators that tell you what ratio your weight is distributed in. Like if you have more muscle (because that weighs the most) or if you are just skin and bone.
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There's soo many health problems from not eating, I can see why Colton's mom would be worried. Have you been to doctor about it? Get a blood test - you could be anemic or something like it, which definitely would make you feel worse (tired, lazy, depressed, ect). That's what happened to me, and now I'm on an all steak diet to bring up iron levels.
But seriously, if you keep this up, you could die. D: I'm not sure if you heard of *Eldaran but she died of heart failure because she was too thin ([link]) and I don't want that to happen to you. D: I may just be paranoid but really -- it could happen.
Even if you're feeling lazy or preoccupied, just have something easy to munch on. I have a whole bunch of snack packs that are laying around so they're easy to grab and munch on. And don't eat just healthy food -- junk works too, especially when bringing your weight up. Not to say splurge and become a ball of lard, I'm just saying opt for regular yogurt rather then fat-free.
Next time I talk to you I best be hearing you're feeling better.
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Omg awesome we're the same height! .. but now you're making me feel worse about my weight hjrbgtr. I love pasta (ITS MY FAV FOOD) and we always have it in my house cause my dad's a pasta fanatic, but as I said in my journal, I am soooo lazy. Like.. so lazy that I don't want to heat up any of the leftover pasta and prepare it for consumption. One time I was so lazy I just.. took the container and ate cold pasta out of it. o_o LAZZYYy.
I has boobs thanks ma'am! I am a lovely B cup.
Oh well don't worry about that! I don't even get up till like.. 2 and I don't eat anything until like.. 5. If I ... feel like it.... XD My mom was actually just in one of those hospital program things for an eating disorder and I really don't want to have to go through that.. As for the rest of that stuff miss, it is lies! I only need a few minutes of attention and then I'm all set.
Thank you so much for.. taking the time to write this BEAUTIFUL MASTERPIECE for me. I looove you so much lady, dunno what I'd do without you.
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I appreciate the advice you've given me! It's hard to compete with the novelist up there, I know. XD But really, thank you so much for telling me this and spending time on lil ole me.
I shall go find a BMI calculator right away! (Though I know for a fact I have...... like no muscle. XD *weakling*)
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You're not the first person who's told me that.. Like I said Kellie kept going on and on about Karen Carpenter and gnegjen SHE SCARED THE CRAP OUT OF ME. and you are doing the same miss.. However I'll only be really be scared if I go any lower than 99 pounds.. D: I'd rather die in a much COOLER WAY then because I'm skinny.. Like.. being eaten by a shark might be cool...
Ah we do have snack packs here; 100 calorie packs of doritos and stuff. But I go into the closet to get something.. and then I decide I don't need it. My mind is conspiring against me... ;__; I know I should eat.. but I don't. I have the same issue with drinking.. I definitely do not get enough fluids during the day yet I don't do anything to fix it! And I love yogurt aghh it's so good.
Don't worry about me love! I'm sure I'll get better.. maybe. XD Thank you for your advice though bubs.. I really appreciate it and I'll try to use it if my stupid mind will cooperate. >_<;
I have to take care of other people! Like you.. you need my ~tender love and care~
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